Rambling Madness

These are ... unfiltered stream of consciousness rambles. Expect nonsense. Lots of nonsenses. And screams into the void

2020-03-09

At work still dysphoric

Currently at work, time until lunch worked decently well with distractions, but now… Ever since lunch I’ve just been sitting at my desk unable to focus, face in my hands due to crippling dysphoria. Can I just not today? Please? Thanks.

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2020-03-09

Fuck Dysphoria

Fuck dysphoria, I don’t know what to do about it when it hits. Like, I have no coping mechanisms that work. I tend to drown myself in work, but I haven’t gotten to my job yet. Fuck everything.

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2020-03-08

14%... Still 14%

I’m being tech support for a family member, updating a Windows 7 installation to Windows 10.

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2020-03-07

I don't know

I’m just so … I dunno, exhausted. My mum is away for a bit, I should probably go grab something to eat. This website takes forever to make and I’m just a bit AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA about it all…

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2020-03-07

Did a design

Did some design work. Not super happy with it, so it’ll probably get changed in the future.

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